The caricature of the president’s aides suggests a West Wing full of loyal Bushies who believe their boss is always right, embrace an unnerving denial, and who make their own reality. But what about when some of these staffers leave the White House bubble?
The WaPo’s Peter Baker took a lengthy look today at some longtime Bushies who recently joined the exodus out of the White House, and are now in the midst of some painful soul-searching. Not surprisingly, the disaster in Iraq appears to weigh heavily on their minds.
Meghan O’Sullivan, the former deputy national security adviser for Iraq and Afghanistan, and former Bremer aide, admits that she has nightmares about conditions in Iraq. Peter Wehner, who was White House director of strategic initiatives, says his role in shaping Bush’s war policy has led some of his former friends to stop speaking to him.
More dramatically, Baker quotes one former senior official as saying that “nearly everyone who has left the administration is angry in some way or another — at the president for making bad decisions, at his staff for misguiding him, at events that have spiraled out of control.”
And then there’s Karl Rove.
The truth, he said, is that he really did leave to spend more time with his wife and college-age son, even if that has left him feeling guilty about leaving Bush. “I told the boss, ‘I feel like I’m deserting you in a time of war,’ ” he said. “But you know, my wife is right. My wife is a two-time cancer survivor. How much time can I ask her to wait? I don’t feel sorry for myself.”
This was a recurring theme in the course of an hour-long conversation. He is not depressed, he said more than once. “Hey, man, that was my life,” he said. “It’s not my life now. One of the reasons I don’t think I’m depressed is I’m always looking forward.”
Rove probably didn’t mean it as a concession, but it’s interesting that he avoids depression by not reflecting too much on his White House service. If I were in Rove’s shoes, and I shared in the responsibility for shaping this presidency, I suspect I’d feel the same way.