The faith of a skeptic

Guest Post by Morbo

I’ve taken a lot of shots at fundamentalists on this blog. I don’t mean to offend all people of faith, and if I’ve done so I apologize. In many ways, I admire people whose religion motivates them to help others and work for social justice. (Right-wing fundamentalists whose faith only motivates them to hate others are another story.)

We’ve all made spiritual journeys of one type or another. In my view, religion is too big of a question to be ignored. Even if the end result is a loss of faith, the issue must be grappled with. To do otherwise is to live an unexamined life.

Individuals who engage faith on an intellectual level often emerge with powerful stories to tell. One of them in William Lobdell, a Los Angeles Times reporter who recently wrote about his own spiritual journey, one he undertook even as he was writing about religion for the paper.

Lobdell’s professional work and personal journey intersected in surprising ways. He writes about this with raw honesty, and at the end, as his faith starts to change, he’s not afraid to call a pastor he knows and pose some tough questions.

“The questions that I thought I had come to peace with started to bubble up again,” Lobdell writes. “Why do bad things happen to good people? Why does God get credit for answered prayers but no blame for unanswered ones? Why do we believe in the miraculous healing power of God when he’s never been able to regenerate a limb or heal a severed spinal chord?”

“In one e-mail, I asked John, who had lost a daughter to cancer, why an atheist businessman prospers and the child of devout Christian parents dies. Why would a loving God make this impossible for us to understand?”

Read the piece to see how the pastor responded to Lobdell — and more importantly, how Lobdell responded to the reply.

In a country where it’s often taken as a given that belief in God is necessary for good behavior and good citizenship, where it’s assumed that of course a higher power created the universe and all the things in it, where in some parts of the county one risks ostracism by expressing doubt, Lobdell reminds us that the questions skeptics ask are anything but unreasonable — indeed they are uncertainties that nag at every intellectually serious person, even those whose faith remains intact.

Lobdell’s piece is long but well worth your time. Read it and be enriched.

Powerful article.

Everyone has to ask themselves the honest question about where one’s faith is going (like the author.) The problem is when one doesn’t ask themselves honestly or ask at all.

It’s true that we travel on different roads. My road to atheism began when I read Steinbeck’s East of Eden at 17. The discussions between the characters of Samuel Hamilton and Lee “Trask” on religion and faith opened my eyes a little and my curiosity took it the rest of the way.

I have no real beef with religion as long as it is focused towards benefiting society in general without strings. Religion gets in my target sights when religion behaves in many ways like a poltiical party or for the self interest of a select few.

  • Lobdell describes a journey that’s not unique except in the details. I hope that in time he sees his request for a new assignment not as an end to his search for spiritual grounding but the closing of one chapter. There can be spirituality without the gods prescribed by religion, it just takes more effort to find.

    If I were in his position, I would begin by examining a couple of loaded assumptions in the next to last paragraph:

    Either you have the gift of faith or you don’t. It’s not a choice. It can’t be willed into existence.

    It’s been my experience that there’s always work to be done.

  • Lobdell’s piece is long but well worth your time. Read it and be enriched.

    So true. So true. It was one of the few articles that inspired me to write the author. Suspenseful and honest.

    And Former Dan, those scenes between Lee and Samuel Hamilton are some of my favorite in literature. Those were among the influences that led to my strong disbelief system,

  • People confuse religion with God. The two don’t necessarily intersect – although they can. Looking for God through religon and those involved with religon can be folly. Like so much in life, expectations usually reside in the obvious and a profound lack imagination. It’s hard work to live a life fully examined and we all probably fail to various degrees. That being said, the results of trying isn’t necessarily disillusionment if one can embrace through imagination another set of standards and expectations that lay(or is it lie?) beyond the obvious.

  • I’m not so much enriched as sad for Mr Lobdell.

    He was led astray by the mortals seeking to guide him.
    His attraction to Catholicism was based on things of this life, the history of the church, the rituals. His journey remains unsuccessful because he wasn’t looking for God so much as looking for a way to look for God. A tragic irrelevant tangent.

    Those that obey God prosper regardless of their belief or even lack thereof. The simplest way I can describe obedience to God is TRY to do the right thing. Success is gravy.

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